What if I met you three years earlier.

What if I met you three years earlier? After a serious consideration, I found the original one in the memories, which was just a kid with his own life style. Somehow, someday, that kid changed as I planned to be. Yes, the quotation I'd love to say, "To learn all others' own advantages and digest them for your own use". Let me take a guess, how long has it been? About fifteen years? How many people have been "digested" by you? Even, who is that "you" stand in front of me? An aggregate?
These are the environmental factors effecting our personalities, which include parents and friends. I believe this is the way you evolved so far. And you're convinced of it, which symbolized a pure evolution from one was harder and slower than taking from others. However, it didn't mean you don't have the ability to improve yourself. In fact, you're doing so good that you even don't know.
Three years earlier won't change any thing. Taking so many years to be the one you want to be, which caused you a mistaken impression, "what if I met you three earlier". According to the experience, the point that caused this illusion was not on the way of learning but accompanying. Yes, one is always lonely, so one is always seeking for another one to be with. The intelligence, charm, and personality. People live with so many instincts, which also contains self destruction. I'm curious on how you'll grow in the later days. Therefore, I'll watch you as you inspect me. Both of us need somebody to witness each other's ending, isn't it?