To be or not to be in the situation of blogging

One blogged the words within his heart,
but is afraid to dispose one's thought,
which resulted in the maze-like words.
Day after day,
one expected for someone understanding the truth behind words.
However,
nobody could break the fence built there.
Once the fence is broken,
one can't bear the fear of the consequence.
Ironically,
as one concerned about the readers,
there might be nobody.
Unavoidable truth,
endless doubting,
everything leads to nihilism.
The answer is simple.
So simple.
But it's lonely.
On the way of endless loneness and unbearable pains,
one shall walk on,
one still walk on.
To the end,
to end the end,
to make an end.