"What a mass, clean it up!",a mother yelled at her child who sat on the sofa and watched TV quietly.
"What's wrong?", said the boy who seemed to not realize what he did to make her angry.
"I don't want to see your backpack, disappear at once!", his mother kicked his backpack, and the backpack rolled and fell on the ground.
The noise from the backpack angered the mother again, she stepped to the kitchen quickly without any word. The boy took his stuffs carefully and then escaped to his room right away.
Since he has self-consciousness, he is always suffering his mother's bad attitude. To him, she is his beloved mother,and so is her mother. However his mother's way of love is to place him in a place and keep him as possible. In some case, the boy seemed to be treated as a pet of emotional assistant.
"Why can't I be free as others?", one day the boy decided to ask.
"Because I feed you, I OWN you, and you shall not do anything that I don't permit.", his mother answered the question impatiently.
Day by day, the boy stayed in his own prison and the desire to be out became stronger and stronger.
"The world is danger and without me you can't survive throughout the reality of this society."
A year and a year, time elapsed without any warning.
The boy sneaked secretly to the top floor of his home, it's high and might be lethal with a mistake step.
The scene here is fascinated. The boy was attracted by it and stepped closer to the border of building.
"Do not go any further! Come back, we can talk!" ,his mother arrived at the moment.
"Do you know? Do you know? I think some parts of me was dead for a long time. If many parts of me was dead already,then now what would the one who stand here be? ", the boy didn't look any sadness but some kind of peaceful.
"Please come back, I could give you anything you want. Just don't leave, I can't live without you.", the mother became very anxious.
"Then do not come any further,my dear mother. I know you can't live without me, so I tried to fit your regular days. Unfortunately, my soul has been lost through these years. Now what am I? Maybe just a heartless minion. So long, my dear mother. Please treat me as I was never born.", the boy jumped out of the building, there's no pain or sadness on his face, the only thing there is nothing.
"No!", with his mother's crying, the boy's body fading quickly from her sight.
By thee I am free.
After a long long time I am free.
To end my last breathe, my soul shall be eternal, or nihility.
So long, my whole life was just like a broken doll.
The broken parts were never found again.
Farewell to the world.
By thee I am free.
After a long long time I am free.
To end my most desire, my mind shall be endless, or empty.
So long, my whole life was just like a deaf-mute.
The voice and sound shall never be found again.
Farewell to the world
Farewell.
