To Rita
For a letter never delivered, I shall still write thee down. During the past years in R's Studio, which really made me felt I was really doing something worthy to others by meeting many people in different areas visiting your site. It's really happy and thankful as I found that my name was included in your autobiography; meanwhile, our relationship built in the Stone Age encouraged me a lot in the unreliably internet society, which bloomed a true friendship only by the communications of the words. Tata, Evonne, XYZghost(Bogle), and many other friends I met at your place were a nice experience.
I really appreciate your hard work connecting so many from so few. Yes, my memory shall be ended in such a feeling; however, in a long and lonely journey seeking for myself in the loneness world, I did conceive you into another ideal, which sometimes confused me a lot.
Since you and your work left me, things changed quickly. There're two parts consisting of my entire life, school life and it's after life. I'd like to define it as "internet life". And the most of it during that time was keeping staying at your site. The problem was pretty clear, I need a substitution. Strangely, I did have my solution, and it did work. On the contrary, an empty feeling was filled with my heart again, which appeared once in my junior high. You knew I have had a habit of writing, and you even gave me a space to place my works. In some cases, I shall say sorry to you for transferring our relationship to a romance in some of my works. I do miss those days. People will always change and we shall keep walking. Yes, I knew them all well. But for now, give me some more time to conquer my weakness. Let me stay in this little swamp for a little longer. Things will be done, shall be done.
Sincerely,
20080212 in Jioufen
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Frozen Heart
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Who's Rita?
a friend of mine
Hi,I change some into the words I would like to present my thoughts at present for you...
"In some cases, I shall say sorry to you for transferring our relationship to a romance in some of my works. I had missed those days and told myself I had better forget about them indeeded. Yes, I knew them all well. Moreover,I was afraid of seeing you and trying to conquer my weakness because it was the only way to keep our relationship eternal. I had been in this large swamp for a much longer ,owing to you . Things have been done, shall be done. Now we have our own life to face and may I be your friend forever, even in your thirties,XD~
Sincerely,
Friends, friends.
Of course if you believe so.
Maybe your tragedy made by me was due to my attitude, which is too serious; however, we both understand it must be treating serious.
Considering our personalities and many other factors, I still believed I had avoid a true tragedy built on my defects.
The good Vanity in the past and the inpatient Vanity later both symbolized different parts of me.
Throughout all of this, it should be my fault.
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